The very last...

A little more than a year ago, I posted last here, my most prized and guarded journal. A journal which I hardly advertised and never intended for audiences. Harken back to my first entry for understanding...

In July of 2009, I was in desperate pursuit of one person's heart. The post, called "The Wheelhouse", was about that pursuit. It was at that time that the woman and I were heading toward each other again, in what I thought was the final act of my single life.

We came together, and shared amazing times together,that will always stand in honor in my mind and heart.

in any case, we parted ways.

Here I am, little more than a year later, and single.

I am ok with that, and have been filling my life with enjoyment, and positivity, regardless of the emotional strain i feel.

I am looking to the future, albeit a different future than I envisioned a year ago...

My aim is ture and centered, not on the woman, but on the notion of a woman, with whom i can share my life...the things I want in a woman, being the focus...and not the woman, I thought had filled them.

I am always looking to the West for guidance.